May 15th, 1965
                                                                                                         
                            4193 Georgia Street
                                                                                                         
                            San Diego, California
                            
                            Dear Bill,
                            
                                     Just
                            received a letter from Hazel Rice, saying G.S.O.
                            could not invite me to Toronto, for it would break a
                            precedent.  First, I did not ask anyone in
                            G.S.O. for an invitation.  I did mention to
                            Hazel down in Washington, D.C., that I was retired
                            and could not afford the trip and that I was going
                            to talk it over with you at Bedford Hills, which I
                            did, explaining my circumstances.
                            
                                     But,
                            since this has now come up in G.S.O., I do feel
                            quite hurt and slighted and unappreciated.  I
                            do feel a special exception can be made as with Ebby
                            at two conventions.  This is really a hard
                            letter to write.
                            
                            Am listing a few unusual contributions I have made
                            over these 27 years as follows:
                                Am oldest active AA member
                            at group level.     Did
                            contribute materially in all three of our A.A.
                            books, with phrases "God as you understand
                            Him" and "Only requirement for membership
                            is a desire to stop drinking," plus my own
                            story.
                                In 1939-40
                            period did sell more books to stores, doctors, etc.
                            than anyone.     Did help in
                            1940, finance (200.00 stock) to keep Vesey Street
                            going.  Carried the message to and help
                            organize original groups in Philadelphia, Baltimore,
                            Wilmington, and Harrisburg; plus half a dozen
                            neighborhood and hospital groups in Philadelphia and
                            San Diego.  The Philly group was the first to
                            contribute to New York.     Initiated
                            the plan for Judge Bok to get us inside The
                            Saturday Evening
                            Post,
                                And Bill, I am the only
                            one of the original members that has never bucked
                            publicly on any of your projects.  Especially
                            in 1948-49, I stumped the state for your conference.
                             I do hope this does not sound braggadocious,
                            [sic] but these are facts as I see them.
                            
                                In all these years, this is
                            the very first favor I have ever asked you or the
                            N.Y. office.  Am now 68 and feel positive I
                            will not make the next convention.  Also, this
                            is the first convention I have ever been asked to
                            speak or participate, so do hope you will find ways
                            and means to get me there.
                            
                                After all, A.A. has only
                            given me life and peace of mind.  Maybe I
                            should not expect more, but have only done it this
                            once in 27 years.
                            
                                Our love to both you and
                            Lois as ever appreciated,
                            
                                                                                                    Jim
                                                                                                    /s/
                                                                                              
                            Jim